Heartache

While I was driving back from sending Claudia home, I felt a sudden surge of "dejavu" heartache, which I have not been experienced for a long time. Today I missed college life very much. There are so many things reminiscent me of the good o' days. The feeling was so intense that I was willing to give up my current "luxuries" to go back then.

I always feel reluctant to clean up room. Whenever I see "something" that would flood back all those memories, I get emotional again. The cleaning tasks would just stalled there. Ouch*

Is it because the current life pace is too normal and there's nothing to be excited about? Therefore there's nothing special to distract me from reminiscent of the past.